I miss you that .Maybe i don't miss you the way you would want me to .
maybe just by saying it alone . I make things harder than i need you .
But i can't pretend i don't .you were a part of my life that doesn't get replaced
easily - If ever . We had a connection that rivals most in my mind , and to act as
if i don't feel that void every now and then is impossible.
Yet there are reasons we aren't apart of each other's live's anymore . I know that
we could've been something incredible and perhaps the best things to happen to
either one of us . But we didn't . instead, A combination of life , excuse , And hesitation
crepy in and pushed us just far enough apart for other priorities. for other people i didn't
fall apart all in one day , but somethings it feels like it did .
One moment you were the only person whom i could think only about . The one who
kept me up at night with your words and conversations, the one who took me up so much
space in me .The next, you were still all i could think about , but this time it was wondering
if i should 've tried harder to hold onto you. you were still keeping me up at night ,all the
words i never said haunting me and almost having me spill them all out matter anymore
You still took up all this space in me . the left the gaping hole behind once we stopped talking to
each other .
life did go on though . it has a funny way of doing that choosing to keep moving.
forwards even when part of your world feel like it stopped . so , we both moved forward ,
too , I started different path , and i honestly was happier with it than i expected .
Things these days are actually going so far well ,and i don't feel any regret over giving
this opportunity a chance .
Because of you leaved me . I got a diamond that i never wanna lose in my entire life
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